Outsider

Searching for you

Are you there, Are you with me
that’s what my heart craves to ask you

Every morning my eyes struggle to open
They fear of loosing you in my dream
But they open to search for you

My steps drag me to find you
My ears want to hear your voice
But they don’t know where to find you

You are with me all the time in my heart
You are with me all the time in my thoughts
But the thought you are not with me makes me gloomy

You think I am a fool
You think I am mad
But deep in my heart I know I am in love

School

Almost 7 years has passed away since I passed out from school. But my school life was never out of my mind those are the best days of my life. Especially X even iwas carried away ..and still fighting to get back.. The base on which I growed.... here a little bit about my school life...

Entering the gates....

I still remember it`s a hot summer where 3rd class kid and his mom went to this school for admission got very much pleased with the environment there (two gardens lot of trees) beautiful place to study u if want, u can`t find better place than this ( its not the same now) . Searched a lot but my dad wants school should be near to home and my Headmisterrs was my dad`s teacher all lead me to enter the gates of this beautiful place* as a 4th class kid..

First day.. ..

Its a social class.. don`t remember the teacher name ... I made my Presence in the class first day it self...( not to be modest I am like hermoine at that time) and then maths my favourite .. I liked it so much that I went to write maths test with a broken leg and came back after finishing it in 3rd...( Lost that now) .... class was even great.. then the one whic i hated most those days because of my earlier teacher .and my weakest....Hind.. some how managed to survive.... with out making my first day worst... then every thing was fine.. ..and made Bhanuteja ( don't even know where he is) , Avinash, Lavyana ,Siva& Chandana . last two Became my best friends in school after that.. we three and one more girl Nasira from other section ( one more to my best frns list) from other section had great time in school till 10th... then evry thing went fine... throught out the year except some bad bad time with my hindi teacher.....

Starting for a disaster....

6th class two sections were combined and Nasira Was our class leader... i hate her badly at that time she always scolds me.. when there was no teacher ....she is my enemy, rival, competetor.... we always fight with each other. .. Its end of the year... English class ..mam was teaching merchant of venice.... she told Portia the most beautiful girl incidentally i looked at one of my class girls :) .. not even noticed by me but my friends did ... started teasing me.. apart from this...

Cricket I am die hard fan of that..especially Sachin from the first match I saw ( India Vs Australia 1992 world cup at 3 am in the morning with my couch, conunterpart and with whome I played lot of cricket my Dad. I becam nostalgic..when I thought where me and my dad both buncked school and Duty to watch India Vs South asfrica finals in sharja and mom scolding both of us..... and mom sincearly belives I got sight Because of cricket and regularly asked me a Q.. is saching gng to feed u? .. :) .... at last I got into school team in 7th.. ended up as opening bowler and batsman :) :) to my luck there are even better players in team ..its all ended in 1oth when we fell short in chasing a .. lowest target on a rainy day where we gave half of the runs in extras...thats the last game I played .. :(.....


still lot to come......

My wingies

As I came to my Wing after having Dinner My heart is becoming much heavier than my belly. Most of my wing mates have already gone. After having spent 3 years with these guys, it’s becoming hard for me to be here and wanting for my turn to run away from this place.
I sat back and those beautiful sights of our fart sessions (we love them a lot)
and movie sessions are wetting my eyes.

Here i want to write something about these guys...


Bellala... (Bell of the wing)

hailing from vizag these guy has an amazing determination in doing things it`s evident from how he lost his weight, u guys wil be really amazed if u see him before and after Btech. Sensitive and he feels shy even to change a shirt in front of us. So caring, he dresses up his comp every time he turns off it.

Babu Veerash.... (Boob Veerash)

Don’t Get away with his nick.. its nothing to do with his physic. I know this guy from my college,
he has been trying to increase his weight from then.. But not succeeded not even added a pound until he started boozing (he claims) if u feel hungry just knock his door at any time u can find some thing to eat. His room has become the kitchen of the wing. This guy has an amazing comp which converts mpg to Jpg files.


Aneesh Reddy.....(Bojja reddy)

This elec stud got his name in last sem when he started doing only three things in life
1) Sleeping 2) Eating 3) Watching....

I miss this guy`s PJ`s a lot... He was so humorous and you would really love to spend your leisure time with him. Never hesitates to help you at any time. He has been my back bone in completing my project with out him i may not have completed. He thinks he lives in Hyderabad, which takes 2 hours to reach his home from city.

K.Chaitanya....( KC)

Cool and silent killer. He is the only guy in our wing who wakes up at 6 AM, even in 8th sem.

Kalyan.... ..... (aadi)

This guy hails from Rayalseema and by now you know why he got that name. Totally movie freak (only english n hindi), there will be some movie running on his comp all the time. you can know his presence in wing by his shouting`s. Cares for his friends a lot. Wants to shop, if he feels sad or happy. Wants to follow the foot steps of bellala in reducing his weight hope he will achieve it. I bet he won’t.


Naveen ...... (Bhema)

People generally get away with his sur name Alluri , but that's not true. He is "bhemavaram bullodu " The coolest chap, will be there to back up you when ever u need. He is also known as Uncle Reasons 1) for his hair 2) All my winges know. Totally depends on his father.


Ganesh ..(Gebu)

This guy loves only tall girls who are shorter than him OB.
Recently he developed major crush on a gult heroine. Got pseud T shirts. Its better to go for shopping with girls rather than with him. Will spend hours to buy a shirt. Resembles gult hero`s.

Anil Kumar....(Safari)

Big Brother for our wing. His room has been the common room, movie theater and gadget room for our wing. The vandi vendor for us. If u have any problem in your comp just got to him. There are people asking help from distant parts of A.P. do you believe it or not its a fact.
Major fan of chiru never ever comment on chiru in front of him you will endup with a sour ass. Gult movie supplier for the whole insti either it be movies, songs or anything . A good singer has a beautiful voice. If there is someone on earth who can compete with "Kumakarna" in sleep it is" safa".

Dillep.....(Bachu)

Dream boy for many girls. This politics hero has many fans, boys and girls in insti.
Only who gave himself a nick and popularised it due to fear of getting shady nick.
Too friendly lucky to have him in my friend’s list. Will be there to help u at any time.
Nocturnal, follows US timetable, day starts around 2 PM and ends at 6 0r 7 AM for this guy.





anirudh...(Det ass)

Does any one want the full form or the funda behind his nick contact me. He will kill me if i write here. MUGU god and stud boy. Shaves twice a week to get mustache and beard. He is handsome more than beautiful. Do u want a synonym for hard work take it from me it’s anirudh. King of the wing as he claims is pain god.


Chaitanya....(chaitu)

Has been my ray of hope for the past 4 years. Belive's in salvation and renunciation. Fan of carnatic music, want’s to be another Gantasala.
U can find a lot here http://www.orkut.com/Profile.aspx?uid=2237575180566283210


Niyanth....

Thalp god, If quality of food is good then Quantity doesn’t matters for this guy.
Vandi boy, u can’t find him with out vandi any where out side hostel. Recently he brought a bag which becam integral part of his body. This guy spends hours on phone in unusual times at unusual places.

Love

life is complex
life is risk
but what makes it beautiful?

I was sad
I was ill
I was dying
but what keeps me going?

I am happy
I am enojying
but only with very few
why is it so?

oh god you gave me
only one answer for all
Now I realised how
important it is in life

From Inside heart

LoVe the most beautiful experience one can have in life ...

For one second while creating god thought what can be a good antidote for all human pains came up with a beautiful solution LoVe it can be anyone’s but of all these one is considered to be most sweetest , u all know what i am talking about.

it is sweeter than honey
it is harder than a diamond
un match able
it is sharper than a knife
can enjoy both sides of it
heavier than universe
lighter than air
powerful than a hydro bomb

hmm that’s enough.... u can keep on appending the list.. ..
LoVe with EgO makes it funnier than any thing on earth and if overspills it’s more poisonous than a cyanide.

just tried little bit different...

Day of presentations

Wanted to add one beautiful memory to list

November 20th, 2005, memorable day of my life. The reason being on this day i spent nearly all the day with my chem gumble never got a chance like that in IITM. Thanks to the Prof. for this. Day has started so early for most of our classmates because of presentations in Mass transfer starts at 8am. There are nearly more than 30 teams to do presentation, which took nearly 8 am to 5 pm that day. It's in our seminar hall which is very comfortable to crash. Every team has 30 min's, u can imagine how painful it is.. ..and for people who put night out for this.... its totally a hang over so most of u choose to stay at the back on the floor, so that no one can see us.. few crashed, remaining people started farting, but few who are most sincere sticked to their seats.. as giving adds for fevicol.

This one of the biggest fart secessions of my life with gopi,neelam, pandu, paul and the only
one on the earth whom I hate and love (dhanno) here. There are few which started at 10 pm ended at 7 am... u can imagine how many topics we covered in this time. Came to know even farting is also painful, we the beewars gumble decided to go for beach with two days to spare
for end sems. By now u might have known why Icalled it as B.......G..........

Went to beach started paining people around us with our musical tones.... had dinner,
where each and every one of us revealed their crushes... n first time we all came by walk from the gate to hostels after that it became a regular costume for us when ever we go out.

Thanks for th Prof..... for giving such a beautiful day in my life.....

IIT LIFE

It all started with ramu (rammohan) & sri five years back where we laid paths for our future together, ram & me have opposing views even then we are together in mugging and specially in watching movies. Time passed with out noticing in preparing for exams of this competitive world. Time came for us to be apart but little hope we will end up in same kept us going.

Our dreams came true, we ended up in IITM. We saw the fruits of our determination and hard work. Every thing seems so beautiful and we are in wonder land, with people from different cultures, languages and behavior. Sri the stud boy of the whole IITM 2006 batch was so cautious about every minute aspects of life that made him to achieve that status in our minds (stud boy). Made lot of friends and in those there are few who are close to my heart, raghu , ravi, ram and me are a group. In first year I spent half of my time in ravi’s room. We were the inseparable four but it’s all a dream,

We landed up in different hostels.

Entered the class for chemical engineering everything is very new, searched for some gults and seated beside them they turned out to be Gopi, neelam, dhanno, paul and pandu latter we became the bewaars gumble of chem (jus kidding) expect the stud boys paul and dany we sat in last benches and farted for these four years, did some amazing calculations on humans life (prefer not to mention). This guys company has given me the strength to laugh in dreary existence.

Its the first day of fitting work shop, saw a guy bedside me, who is enthusiastically doing filing, murmured “chi e solu pani cheyal.”, that guy turned to me and asked r u a gult, all the died spirits within me raised to their maxim.. that I s chaitu and meet varun through him, these guys taught me a lot, in each and every aspect of life.

Ganga the unforgettable part of my life saw a guy who always have book in hand or doing some coding on comp, He is Badam “king of the wing” as he claims. Showed me how hard work and talent both goes hand in hand and inspired me in setting goals for my life.

Started eighth sem with a thought that we are going to be apart, my eyes started tearing, I know I am not going to see this guys as often as I do now, in few cases for at least 2 years from now. After all these four years with all these guys, I need to start a new life which I never imagined to be. Now I am becoming so childish, I can’t help it they are one of the biggest part of my life. To all u. guys… my wishes for ur future. Now all these four years are becoming into sweet memories of my life. I keep them with me till my last breath.